Knowing God personally is a glorious privilege and very
humbling when we probe the question, ‘Why
would God give me the privilege of knowing him personally?' Was there
anything about me that attracted God's attention to me? Yes, there is a great
deal about me that not only attracted God's attention, but demanded that he
deal with me. I was an enemy of God; I refused to acknowledge him as God,
rejected his right to rule over me, refused to submit to his law, called him a
liar by dismissing his claim that I needed a Saviour, refused to worship and
serve him. Everything about me that attracted God's attention challenged his
being and character. Because God is Sovereign, holy, righteous, justice and
glorious he cannot tolerate sin, therefore everything that attracted God's
attention to me demanded that he judge me and condemn me to hell. If you do not
think this is true I suggest that you go home, and sit yourself in front of a
mirror, fix your eyes on your reflection and for 20 minutes ask yourself, ‘Why should God give me the privilege of
knowing him personally?' You will not find anything in yourself or about
yourself that does not make you vile and despicable in God's eyes. Would God
benefit from knowing you personally? Absolutely not! Is there anything, no matter
how small that God needs you to do for him? Absolutely not! The truth is that
you are absolute dependant upon God, and God does not need you in any way. The
only reason God has given you the privilege of knowing him, is that according
to his sovereign free grace he set his love upon you. God chose to love you
with the full knowledge that you are and always will be totally unworthy, and will
cause him pain and grief. Augusts Toplady in his hymn ‘Rock of Ages' expresses the sinner's unworthiness by saying;
‘Not the labours of my hands can fulfil the laws demands; Could my zeal
no respite no, could my tears forever flow, All for sin could not atone; Thou
must save and Thou alone.
‘Nothing in my hands I bring, simply to thy cross I cling, Naked come
to Thee for dress, helpless look to thee for grace, Foul I to the fountain fly,
wash me Saviour or I die.'
When you say ‘I know
God personally' it is a statement of God's love, grace, mercy and
compassion and never a statement of your own worthiness. Knowing God personally
is a very humbling privilege, but a privilege so great and wonderful it should
cause you to rejoice without ceasing.